My Elders say that its leading me astray but fuck you that's only one point of view
My elders say, I don't care what they say cause its turned around and its coming back to you.

Hating the waiting the anticipating the boredom that sleeps in my eyes
Smoking and drinking my eyes to the brink and I still cannot find what is mine

Its coming back to you

why do I try so damn hard not to lie when all I get from you is shit
how can I try to amend how I lied land a snake ,punch the wall once again


mash it down,
it makes the fucking world go 'round,
Then it stops and that's your lot,